Sorry to hear that. It's a sick society when assserting yourself over another is all you have left. But it can all be fixed. Money is infinite and the national debt is a fake concept and mostly just a marker for printed money, but presented as something that has to be paid back, to scare and manipulate people. Of course the already rich will never tell you this as printing more money dilutes their already fat stacks! But it's what's needed to keep society from crashing!